Don't know why but all along these long and wasted years of my life, I was trying to avoid it with all the forecs: growing up. 'Grow up or die' - it took me longer than usual to write that down on a piece of paper, which did not happen until I was almost 30. Although not sure if all is being done in proper manner, cause I still stare out the window while and write things like this while I should be doing something else on the desk, here's something I wanted all of you young suckers out there to know: growing up is hard and it sucks.

Meaning, your grandpa is not there to check if you are doing the homeworks right and your mom is not there to cook for you, instead you have to make sure you are doing it right(lucky if you have a classmate or friend) and you have to use study breaks to cook noodles. Please note that you also have to worry about your health and paying your bills. It all sucks altogeher, if you compare with the family life you had as a kid. But go tell it to the kids, they are gonna fucking scream at you! Take my sister for example, she never sees the good in living with the family, and neither did I, I had to leave them and come to another country to finally see what I had. Now I am a moron of a different kind, for most of you out there, the realization might naturally occur in the post the teenage life, even if you are still living with parents. Hell, some of them are grown ups at 13! But if you are like me, I have no advice for you.

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